Ain't a crime- Amber Davis

You don't know how much I wanted this to work

Wore my heart on the sleeve of your favorite shirt

You can't blame me for giving you my all

Sometimes to gets to love you got to fall

I fell so deep...

(look up and you weren't here with me)

Somewhere along this road

(Got blinded couldn't see)

I'm the only one that feels the way i do

It's not your fault,

You can't be mad at you, baby

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Chorus

You don't love me

like i love you

(But i guess that ain't a crime...)

You don't need me

like i need you

(But i guess that ain't a crime...)

You ain't hurting

like i'm hurting

(But i guess that ain't a crime...)

But staying here any longer

It's just a waste of time

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(Repeat Chorus)

I told myself I'd never get in this position

Now I'm contemplating making this decision

Leaving you is the best thing i can do

But i got a feeling it'll hurt me more than you

Baby

(look up and you weren't here with me)

Somewhere along this road

(Got blinded couldn't see)

I'm the only one that feels the way i do

It's not your fault,

You can't be mad at you, baby

(Repeat chorus 2x)

I wasn't ready for the truth

but now I'm force to face it

If you can't give me your love, baby

then i'll replace it

It won't be easy

but I know this much is true

I'll be doing fine on my own

without you

So go ahead, you can go

boy, we're finished

Go ahead

'coz your heart ain't really in it

Go ahead

I'll be doing fine

Ain't no sense in staying

when it's just a waste of time...

(Repeat chorus)

Hooray!:D

Wow! I can't believe my blogs site has already celebrated its 1st year anniversary (* *) LOL

Whatever, don't mind my nonsense thoughts. HAHA

PEACE!:D

LOVE. . .

Love is truly amazing...

Why? Well, because it could turn you into something that you thought you cannot be. It gives you courage to do the things that you love most ( which you once thought you cannot do in public). Everyday it gives you a dose of optimism. It makes you become friendly towards the people that you once thought you can't approach. It always gives you a positive mood. And of course, gives you an inspiration...

But once it's gone,

It shows you the opposite meaning of being in love...
It feels like a big part of your life has been taken away.It's like a big arrow hit your heart and it keeps on bleeding because it's hard to be removed. Your once called "colorful life" suddenly became black and white (like the life of a sad clown, if you know what i mean). Your attitude becomes dull towards the people around you. You somehow lost the reason to be happy everyday or everytime you wake up or your about to sleep. It gives you nightmares.
Somehow, that's the ugly part of being not in love or let's just say Heart Broken.

But when you think out of the box, love is not just defined or pictured out from a lover's perspective. If you think you're all alone because your first love or the love of your life suddenly isn't a part of your life anymore, come to think of it, you're life doesn't just rotate around him/her..
You still have a family that loves you and cares for you, friends to lean on and have other activities that could make you happy.

So i guess, my advice is to just live your life, find ways to make your day always exciting and meaningful:). And if you find a new so called "love life", try not to have so much expectations in order to enjoy each other's company:)

Huwaaah!:D I guess to much watching korean/taiwanese series makes me want to blog. LOL

The day after Valentines:p

So here i am again, still wide awake at 3:22 a.m. (because i drank caramel macchiato frappe hehe). I went out to meet with one of my closest friends in Iloilo and talked. Well, i was really glad that we've met because it's been like months, i mean MONTHS, since we've last met and talked.. having updates about our life, career, future plans and of course love life (which she has and i don't have hahaha).

The day after Valentines...was i affected? No Was i sad? no haha. I guess i just feel numb.

I just love meeting with old friends.. They remind you of the old days and makes you want to remember who you really were before:)

Good MORNIGHT!! haha