INSOMNIA

I really have weird sleeping habits lately. I can stay up at until 6 in the morning without feeling sleepy (but kinda bit dizzy i guess). Thanks to Globe's Super Surf 50..i can surf the net from night till dawn. HaHa

So here i am again. Trying to reminisce all the good times that i've spent with my friends and classmates during college. It was really fun then because even if we didn't have enough money to go somewhere or eat somewhere nice, we had fun because we have all the time to spend together. Just sharing those jokes or making fun with each other is better. Not like today when all of us are kinda working already.

We don't have the grasp of our schedule and time. As much as we would want to meet each other, we find it hard to be complete because of the different schedules and working days. We end up having every quarter of the month lunch or dinner meetings. Haha. It's Kind of funny though.

I'm almost a year working on my 1st job (wow i think for me this is an accomplishment already. to stay in your 1st hell job for almost a year HAHA!).

I just suddenly had a time to reflect on what has happened to my life after a year, I realized that i've learned a lot from my work. Not to mention that all those hardships on how they've really pushed me hard to really think and work independently just because it's a small company and i'm the only one handling that kind of job in the company (events). Boy, this is really tough. But i wouldn't consider this as a mistake because this work just gave me an opportunity to grow in different aspects that can help me for my future plans (^^.).

But then again, the downfall to this kind of career is your social life. I lost contacts to almost everyone, even to my own friend in the same condo! haha (we don't have enough time to talk about our anything because either i'm too tired or she's already asleep). Well, not to mention those potential lovelifes..Haha! I really had all those regrets.. Just because i wasn't that confident enough to even accept to myself that i loved that guy. haha!

Well that was my mistake, and my PAST so my advice for myself would be: Try and try, until you succeed! hahaha.. and there's plenty of fish in the sea. But first, i just have to have the time for myself first to figure out what career should i really pursue and also so that i can have the time to search for that right person for me.

I really and truly BELIEVE, that life isn't just about career. It should be balanced between your Lovelife and your Family also.. haha! you just need to learn how to prioritize and to stand on your own beliefs.

Sa bawat sakripisyo, may rewards..so AJA!

Dapat nakong matulog baka magkakaroon nako ng sakit talaga.. haha :)